Quick update

Yes, my blog is dead, and if you already didn't know, I'm lazy too update.
If I'm in a good mood, I'll update later.
Okay, byes

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9 Things I Hate About Everyone

1. People who point at their wrist asking for the time... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their a** to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually.

3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn Right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?

5. When people say while watching a film, "did ya see that?" No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor!

6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"... Didn't give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

8. When people say "life is short". What the hell??? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!!! What can you do thats longer?

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?" If the bus came, would I be standing here???  

Ohmygod, this made me cry

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.  

And then everything changed

Yes, I know I've not been consistently updating my diary but who cares?
NDP training today. Quite fun... Actually it's still the same.
School was rather normal, nothing much. Slept in Math, again, who cares? Mr Yeo does, but did he do anything? No. Why? Cause I'm a good student.
Didn't go sit for Chemistry test, NDP training overrode it. Lucky.
Slacked a lot for NDP, at first we couldn't participate as we didn't had our uniforms. But Maam Meiying see me too poor thing so she let me join. Maam Meiying TTM.
After NDP, went to canteen but couldn't find Ryan, Enwei, Xiaoyao. Chatted with Jiayi about iPhone4. She kept saying that iPhone4 sucks but in the end she told me when I get it, I must lend it to her. How cute.
Took 911 with Xiaoyao and Ryan. Crapped.

Okay bye.


P.S. Jiayi, keep your fringe the way it is, makes you cuter:D

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO CHUAXINNA

Hey, how's your mom doing?

Happy Birthday Windy.

A lot of things changed today. Our chinese sitting position, Lawrence used a different room for tuition, I changed my shirt.
Very sleepy today, slept in Maths and Mother tongue. Nothing much to elaborate about except for English. Mr Ratish said he'd be serious and all but he's still cracking jokes, making us laugh. Surprisingly, I passed my composition when I'd only written 1/3 of it. Haven't even gotten to the main point and still get 18/30. If I had write finish the compo, I could've gotten at least a 25. So sad.

Went to Causeway with CJ and Pinren after school for lunch. When we were at the food court, saw Enwei Junhui Vanessa there. Ordered food and chat. Talked a lot about DotA and BadApple!!. Clarence came at 4pm  so he can't come my house anymore, have to leave home at 5, pretty useless if he came and only played for 1/2hr. 

Ryan and Enwei went to buy present for Windy.
We sat there and chitchat.
After that we dispersed and went home.
6.68 is finally out. The new heroes are funny, seems like supporter to me. Good for me though.
After that met Lester for dinner.
Tuition was fun as always.
Lester had a new joke to tell us.

Yesterday, he and his group of friends were insulting each other with " your mother". The normal acad teacher came and scold them. Telling them to stand in a single file and it's very rude to insult other's parents. The 4 of them just nodded their head. During lessons time, when the same teacher walked passed. One of the friends SHOUTED to lester, " EH ! LESTER! how is YOUR MOTHER doing ah?".   

Somehow this does not seem funny but the way he said it made everyone laugh.
Mrt-ed home and now using computer.
Bytheway, GOOD LUCK CHIAJUN!!!
okay bye

P.S. Windy and Eileen said my skin colour look like a girl's skin colour. then they said my legs looked like a girls legs too.. wtf...

 

 

 

 

Disclaimer- This is a rage post ( contains vulgarities)

Fuck English and Chem. Fuck them.
Everyone thought Chem test after school so I didn't study, then suddenly become during 2nd half of the lesson. Confirm fail, 8 marks gone le.
Didn't finish english compo. Elaborated TOOOOOO much. fuck man. now no mood do anything, don't even feel like dota-ing.
Confirm fail le. fuck.

And then it came back

Hohai people. Yeah, that's my new "hello".
Today was tiring like hell. Agreeable by Enwei and Ryan. Xiaoyao isn't in the NDP because his teacher never choose him. How sad. When we were marching like hell, he was bloody sitting there, relaxed see us suffer. No, I am not raging.
Let's start this post from now and slowly rewind time.
DotA-ed 30mins ago. Of course, we own-ed. My Bone and Vengeful have a "beware of me" sign. Especially my Bone. Agility is in my blood, second to that would be Strength following that would be Intel. Some random pub people plus me and Xiaoyao dominated 2 matches. Somehow, we have very good teamwork and chemistry.
Before that, I was at Grandma house for dinner.
Had the NDP training BEFORE the dinner, and the consent form is a liar. Saying that they'd end at 6:45, we actually ended at 7. That's 15 freaking minutes man. We have a life you know? Taking away our 15mins can change a lot of things. Maybe during that 15mins I was hungry then I wanted to eat. But you took that time away, forcing me to eat later. Do you even think of us teenagers?
School was rather normal. Except for Math and English lesson. During math, Windy and I talked a lot. English was cool today. Didn't learn anything at all. Mr Ratish actually talked to us for the whole lesson about schools.
Woke up 6 in the morning.
Gotta reach school by 6:30 tomorrow. Going to do something epic. Which involves knives and swords.

Bye virtual reality dairy that doesn't need a pen to write on and won't every run of out writing space

Kiss me and I'll tell you

THAT ^ was that last message I received from her. What kind of message is that anyway. Seems like a hint. Who cares? What a weird message. I should probably kiss her. Maybe not.

Anyways, hi virtual reality dairy that doesn't need a pen to write on and won't every run of out writing space. Today was excellent I guess. Bought a new wallet. The old one? Let's just say that I dropped it in the toilet bowl and it got wet. Of course not, who'd be such an idiot? The coin pouch tore, I tried super gluing it back and it didn't work. So got myself a new wallet. $50.90


After that Daddy sent me home. Did Lawrence's homework and played 1 round and a half. Left halfway through as I had to go for tuition at that time. Hao was sad.


Tuition was fun, as always. 


Went to Grandma house for dinner. Bought Co-Co. 


Just finished e-learning homework.


Damn it, have to restart my computer now because Norton is too scared to let YoutubeFileHack run. Damn Norton.


Ok bye 

I'm tired

It's 3am in the morning and I'm bloody tired, going to make this a quick and short post.

Watched < this evening. Not a bad movie. Teresa Palmer was very pretty in that movie.















Enough of that. Went home and DotA-ed a few matches.
Just msn-ed ChuJun.
Going to sleep now.
Don't miss me too much.
Bye virtual reality dairy that doesn't need a pen to write on and won't every run of out writing space.

Christmas is coming soon.

In another 5 more months, it will be Christmas. Get your presents ready people, as it's coming very soon.

DotA-ed 3 matches just now. Played with:

• Xiaoyao
• Glenn
• Terry
• Warr ( ign)
• Ed ( that's what Glenn address him as)

Match 1; me(sk) - yaoz(,medusa)- ed(forgot) ; lost
Match 2; me(sven) - Glenn(cm) - Ted(Kunkka) ; won THIS MATCH ROCKED 
Match 3; me(bs) - Glenn(am) - Ed(Omni) - lost

That information up there ^, is only known to DotA players. If any DotA player don't understand what's up there, you can quit DotA and go maple or neopets.

Today was the most tiring of the whole week. Reason? I cooked my own lunch.
Just joking ha ha ha. Not funny.
Well, we had NDP training from 3-6. You could say it was fun, but very tiring. Keep on marching and marching and marching. NCC boys suffered worse than supporting contingents. They had to carry 4-5kg guns and march. Furthermore, they had to carry it straight for a few minutes. Imagine the pain. But will get muscles fast.

After all those training, me ryan enwei went to causeway banquet to dinner. Talked and played ( really played) a lot there. At one point of time, an auntie walked beside Enwei and ask if anyone was sitting there. We said no and she sat down. Then enwei gave that uncomfortable face. After that we continue talking.

On the mrt home, I sms-ed enwei and ryan " pokemon".
Enwei replied ....
Ryan replied digimon.
How interesting.

After that, I bathed and DotA-ed untill half an hour ago.
Glenn and Ted <3. They're awesome. Love to see them 1v1 same hero.

Pringles on one hand. Typing on the other now.
Oh yes, saw someone that looked a lot like Christina on the mrt station just now. She's very pretty, and I kept staring at her. When she look at me, I turn back. A lot times. I keep thinking she's Christina. So I messaged her and told her I saw someone that look like her. Then after that we sms-ed all the way until now. Don't get the wrong idea.

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Yaoz; what a dog
Jiayi; link le. thanks:D
Cherie; good, you obeyed my commands
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Day 1 — Your Best Friend 
         


. Ryan
- We had some, no, a lot of argues, quarrels and when times you are wrong you get angry at me. But after awhile( hours) we're good again. Know why? Cause our friendship is deep. I know I don't seem like it, but I really appreciate everything you do for me. From accompanying me to toilet to change and waiting for the bus with me to shopping for stationeries and books with me. Small things accumulate together to make a memory good enough for me. Thank you for everything, I love you.


P.S. This seems like I'm going to die. No I'm not. I'm sincerely thanking you.


. XianYao
- We had more argues than I had with Ryan. But in the end, one of us will forgive the other, and the other will follow along. You're good that when someone insults me, sometimes, you'll help me, while other times, you'll join along and insult me. You have to change that attitude of yours too. C'mon, please learn to sacrifice a bit for your friends. This is not meant to scold you, but to express what I want to let you know. I'm sure you know what I'm talking about. Anyways, it's good that we have the common interest and you always have confidence in my skills( DotA of course). We would always make each other laugh when talking over the phone. Which sometimes we can laugh until we get stomach ache. You're like a "make-me-laugh" machine to me and I love you for that.


. Enwei
- You have to learn to lose your quick temper. I'm telling you in the view of a best friend. Besides the negative part, you're fun to talk and laugh to. When you're not angry and we talk about DotA or school or classmates somehow, it would always be a happy talk. But I don't like it when you're angry and you get irritated at me. That pisses me off. Anyways, it's great to have a friend like you, I don't know how, but just great. You have your own clique now and I have mine but we're still best friends. Somehow, being best friends means that they're in the same gang. But we're with different bunch of people and that's how it works for us. I love you.


Yeah, some of you may be saying that I'm not like that, but that's what I really want to let them know. There are many more people I want to write to but I'll just stop with the 2 main people.
Just for information, the many more people are ( Pinren. Xinna. Christina. Nasya. Windy. Daryl)




Bye virtual reality dairy that doesn't need a pen to write on and won't every run of out writing space.